This is why I get so discouraged and don't even TRY to put myself out there for potential gigs. It's like, WHY? You're just going to hire the white girl anyway.
Dangit, now I'm grumpy.
EDIT: No, I'm not grumpy, I'm ANGRY. I'm really upset now. I'm ready-to-cry upset, which makes me MORE upset, which in turn makes it harder not to cry.